i thought as the only daughter, ill be treated like a precious one. but i was wrong. ill get accused, misunderstood & being called "stupid" , "idiot" etc. As the oldest, I also did not receive any respect from my younger bros. instead, i was being "controlled" by them; they treat me as if im a piece of trash. i will always give in. whenever we go out to eat, ill just go with the flow. whenever i really want something such as bag or shoes or makeup, ill save up and use my own money. most of the branded stuffs that i owned were bought using my own money. i never ask them to buy it for me, not like my bros who always want them to buy it for them. i did that bec i dont want to be a burden to them. she keeps saying that i should just go & die. to be honest, i've thought of suicide a lot of time after hearing that a few times. but i know that's not the right way and i hv no guts to do that. now im just a girl that is deeply hurt & dont know who to rely on. keeping it all to myself.POSTED BY Muthia ON Wednesday, 3 February 2016 @ 19:46
